Body Confidence

When I really think about it, when I’m at my lowest I have 0 body confidence, despite being a relatively cheeky chap when dressed smart casual. I think I’m pretty […]

Something I Need To Say

  I wasn’t planning on writing today, today was an amazing day, but there is something I need to talk about. Just like I do every once in a while, […]

That Dark Place

I want to write, to tell the world how I feel. My whole life I’ve had to keep secrets to the point where it just built up until I exploded. […]

The Beginning of The End

I haven’t written in some time, I know it’s only been a week or two but I used to write on my blog so much just to keep myself sane. Luckily enough […]

The Scenic Route

The last 2 days has been quite a rollarcoaster, I’ve spent the last few months of my life continuing my journey forward but these last few days have felt like steps […]

No Real Reason

I have no real reason to write at the moment, I just want to. Besides, Tamara is watching the most boring make-up tutorials/hauls ever and rather succumbing to that confusing madness, I’ve […]

Valentine’s Day

Valentine’s Day is often overlooked, by many people. Some couples don’t really do anything on the day and single people usually avoid thinking about it. I think that’s because everyone’s […]

Consumption

Do you ever feel so consumed by everything you can barely function? That’s my current state of mind. I tried hard to fight it, to ignore it. Strangely enough that’s […]

Talk About An Anticlimax

Today was supposed to be one of the greatest days of my life. I mean, the greatest days are things like; moving out, getting married and having a baby. Of […]

Tomorrow’s News

Tomorrow is a big day but right now it doesn’t feel like it, I’m just trying not to make a big deal about it. I mean, really all I’m doing […]

Wow There’s Soap

Yep. If you haven’t guessed already, this blog post is all about my experience with the boys toilets. I thought it would be awful if I’m honest with you, only […]

Step 1 – Diagnosis

29/01/2016 – the first real step towards changing my physical body to match how I feel on the inside with the outside. Although usually my blog posts are emotive and […]

Referral

Today was a big day, bigger than most. I guess I could say that today was the first day of my life. My life, as Nathan, as Me.  That feels good, to say […]

Who am I?

I guess it is question that at some point, everyone, will ask themselves. It’s a normal thought, trying to find yourself and sometimes being shocked at what you find. I […]

Ice Ice Baby

If any of you read my last post, you already know that I took my girlfriend ice-skating, as a surprise. It was a big deal to me, because although I […]

What’s School Anyways?

I decided today that the warm embrace of a duvet was much more welcoming that the idea of school. I just wasn’t in the mood for facing that numbing feeling, […]

Dear Myself,

I couldn’t tell you who I’m writing this for, me, you or everyone. I don’t know, all I know is, I have to get this out there, even if no […]