Weighing Up My Options

Being on a waiting list for testosterone has made me think even more about the future, about what I want, surgery wise. I had a dream last night, the doctors […]

Reviewz @ The Picture Of Dorian Gray

Surprisingly, this is the first time I’ve read this Wilde classic, in fact, it’s my first Wilde novel. To give a quick summary, Dorian Gray is a young man who […]

Their Hell Is Inside Them

“Their hell is inside them.” (Teresa de Lauretis) I was reading another scholarly article for a seminar I have this week, and on reading those words, I stopped dead in my […]

Can’t Shake This

No matter what I do I can’t seem to shake this, this feeling of nothingness. I feel like nothing, like I’m just existing. I sit in work imagining what it […]

A Full Time Job

I try to write positive posts, try to focus on the good things. I don’t want sympathy, I write here because I have to. Although I haven’t had that feeling […]

An Urge To Say Goodbye

Since being at university, living independently, trying to work hard, I haven’t had much time to post on here. In some ways, I’m glad, there was a point in my […]

Step 2 – Ok For Hormones

This is the moment I have been waiting for the last 18 months – the go ahead for my hormone treatment. For 7 months I waited for my appointment with […]

Outed At Work

The title to this blog post explains the obvious. Originally, I wasn’t going to write this post, because a few months ago something like this would have crushed me. But […]

A Splash Of Paint

While working numerous shifts at ASDA, I have come across a lot of students doing their university shop, all of which have expressed to me how stressed they are. This […]

Results Anticipation

In 49 minutes my life will change, or it will stay completely the same. A life changing moment that doesn’t happen too often in a lifetime, this is a big […]

A Step Forward

29th January 2016 – the date of my diagnosis. I haven’t had any medical progress in my transition for nearly 7 months, until I finally got a letter detailing my […]

Stuck On Pause

My transition has slowed to a pause, it feels like a waiting game that never seems to end. I approached my GP with a document stating she could prescribe testosterone […]

Am I Enough?

Dysphoria. An umbrella word that covers a lot of feelings. Anxiety, restlessness, anger, sadness. I experience this regularly, some days I deal with it better than others. I go through stages, […]

TransInspiration – Laverne Cox

“A trailblazer for the transgender community.” I first discovered Laverne Cox when I began binge watching the first season of Orange Is The New Black. She was the first transwoman […]

…Old Pictures

Since my transition I have avoided looking at pictures that are old, as in a few years prior, my teenage years. Looking at them is hard because it feels like […]

A Busy Week

This week has been one of the most crammed of my life, in fact today is the only day this week in which I can relax and place my mind […]

Interviews!

I’m excited because I get to write about some life experience, which I haven’t featured a lot on my blog due to it focusing on my transition. Due to having […]